do you ever listen to a song and remember exactly what life was like when you first heard it
✰Lynn Lazaro✰Born Mother's Day, 1994✰Novel Status: Character Backgrounds
I like my coffee how I like myself: Dark, bitter, and too hot for you.
when a piece of dialogue just appears in your head out of nowhere
and you don’t even know who the characters are
but they’re dialoguing and they’re upset or angry and they’re saying things and perhaps there’s been some deceit or misunderstanding and it’s all very passionate
and they’re so so alive
and you’re like
who are you people
I want to live with him, like sleeping in the same bed, drinking from the same pot of coffee in the morning, holding hands while grocery shopping live with him.
I’m a paradox. I want to be happy, but I think of things that make me sad. I’m lazy, yet I’m ambitious. I don’t like myself, but I also love who I am. I say I don’t care, but I really do. I crave attention, but reject it when it comes my way. I’m a conflicted contradiction. If I can’t figure myself out, there’s no way anyone else has.